DAY EIGHTEEN: WHAT ARE SOME PLANS/DREAMS/GOALS THAT I HAVE?
You're asking the girl who loves lists and calenders if she has any plans?! Oh course I do! But
they're mostly just dreams they will happen soon!!
As you may know, in 6 DAYS I'm moving to Toronto. This is a great opportunity for me to focus on my ::career:: or developing one. See, I have this problem...I have a hard time believing in myself. I'm terrified of failure and every more terrified of trying. But I'm working on becoming the kind of woman I've always seen myself becoming in my head. I want to be confident, powerful (not as in dominating other people but as in I think I can do anything), I want to be self assured and, above all else, happy. And I will do just about anything right now to get there.
I've developed a short list of the things, goals, I want to work on for this coming year. 2013 is going to be my year, I can already feel it!
1. Spend more time focusing on my writing: whether that be creative or not. I have this internship set up for Toronto where I'll be writing articles for them and I think that'll help get me back in the swing of things.
2. Start developing an Esty store: I am a creative being (thanks, mom & dad). I craft and make and create and imagine all the time. I've been thinking more seriously over the past year of doing something with it. And I've already put some plans in motion!
3. Conquer my fitness! This is pretty self explanatory. My problem is that I love to cook...and bake and eat and try and indulge. I want to find some equal ground where all those parts of me can hang out without one part getting more upset then the others. This'll be a hard one!
4. Make new friends...ones that stick: I crave friendship. Like...badly. I feel closer to some bloggers that I read who don't know me then the people I see everyday. I mean...Connecticut isn't really my cup of anything so I'm kind of ready to GTFO (Get the f%#* out). I have a goal of making 2 friends in my first month! Lets see if I can do it :)
Thats all I think I have right now...Friday is full of possibilities and the weekend to come will be nice and relaxing!
Does anyone have any tips for me on achieving these goals? Have you ever been in a similar situation???